You've got to bite the bullet and move on
Three games, two defeats, one try and a fair bit of frustration: Sonny Bill Williams hasn't made the smoothest of starts to life in Japan's Top League.
The All Blacks centre and New Zealand heavyweight boxing champion, one of rugby union's most bankable stars, was expected to take Japan by storm when he began his lucrative stint this month.
It has not worked out that way so far, and Williams could not suppress his irritation after the Panasonic Wild Knights went down 32-22 to Toshiba Brave Lupus, despite his debut try, on Saturday.
"I just felt really disappointed and frustrated," he said, according to Kyodo news agency.
"I just want to pay back my team-mates and the Panasonic supporters. They have shown a lot of faith in me and a lot of love. And when we lose I feel the weight on my shoulders."
For the World Cup-winner, who will join Australia's National Rugby League when he finishes in Japan, it has been a difficult step down from Super 15 and Tests to the Top League, especially as regards refereeing.
"That was blatant," he said on Saturday, when asked about an incident when he was tackled in mid-air. He added: "I was a bit frustrated by some of the calls. But that's how the game is played here.
"You've got to bite the bullet and move on and concentrate on doing something else better. If you get into a mindset of frustration, it can have a snowball effect."
At least he's well paid. Reports have put Williams's price tag at US$1.2 million for his short stay, or US$100,000 per game unless the Wild Knights reach the finals series. So far, he's earned US$1,350 for each minute he's played.
But apart from Williams's teething problems, the jury is also out on how much his visit is helping the sport in Japan, which is desperately trying to raise interest and standards before hosting the 2019 Rugby World Cup.
Only 2,200 turned up for his debut in Sapporo, and 2,608 watched his first game in Tokyo. Saturday's clash drew a crowd of 12,300 - about half the number who watched Japan's under-20 Women's World Cup football match with South Korea last month.
Despite Williams, attendances at Top League games, which are not televised, are down for the third year running. Such figures will make uncomfortable reading for the Japan Rugby Football Union.
Munehiko Harada, a sports marketing expert at Waseda University, questioned whether Williams represented value for money, and said a better way to raise standards would be sending young players to stronger leagues abroad.
"It's very expensive to pay US$100,000 for one game.... It's a very expensive purchase to spend US$1.2 million for 2,200 spectators, no media reports, and no brand image for Panasonic," Harada told AFP.
"For Japanese rugby, it's much better to spend money for young, potential players and send them overseas to gain experience."
However, national team coach Eddie Jones said he was sure Williams would draw new fans to Japanese rugby, which is competing with home-grown baseball, football and sumo wrestling.
"Sonny Bill Williams will attract extra spectators to Top League games this year as he brings a unique set of skills and mana [passion] to the game," Jones told AFP.
"The quality of rugby is always important in attracting spectators and Sonny is world class," the former Australia coach added.
Japanese rugby certainly needs a boost. In seven Rugby World Cups, the Brave Blossoms have won just one game, against Zimbabwe in 1991. Despite this, Jones has been set the unenviable task of taking them into the top 10 by 2015.
"Definitely, we want to beat the All Blacks at the next World Cup," Jones insisted defiantly when he was hired in December. "Realistically, we know that might be difficult. But that's how we've got to think."
Ask Williams, and he may suggest starting with the pitches, which are another source of concern for the well-travelled star.
"I watched one of the semi-finals last year and the field looked like it was just mud. I know they play a lot of games here, but hopefully they can limit the number to keep the field in a reasonable condition," he said.
But it's not all doom and gloom for rugby's US$1,350-a-minute man.
"The brotherhood within the team and the friendships remind me of the (Waikato) Chiefs," Williams said, referring to his former side, which won this year's Super 15 title.